Here is whats going on in my life...before i forget that xanga exists.

job interview today, it went well. Got offered a job....now im wating to hear back from them.

I remember how kool i thought that this was when i joined like 3 years ago, how kool it was going to be to see what people from KF were doing with their life....since graduation. Most of which have failed to update SINCE graduation, or the end of last year. I try, I really do. But one of two things. Its not important.....at all, so for the most part....i could care less. 2). No body really cares anyway.

Im going home for spring break, i didnt think i'd see that happen....but it is and im way excited. Houston > Salt Lake City

Its about time I added some pictures of my Utah adventures! Well really its only 2 different times, but they were as fun as they look....

It was a random night, were were making fun of the guys that gave us those hats....well at least I was, i dont know what jill was doing!

k8t and me at Ihop! Dont worry the red lipstick was a part of the costume!

Sam and I

K8t again

The four of us, pink ladies for halloween....there were 2 more the night before

random! im doing exactly what it looks like im doing, trying to get out of provo! thank goodness the U is in salt lake!

Currently Listening Phantoms By Acceptance so contagious see related

Im in sort of a weird mood today. I want to be everywhere and nowhere at the same time. I've been thinking alot about....well alot of stuff. one of which is why nobody leaves me comments anymore. such is my life i suppose. whatev

Classes are kicking my Bum-Bum. I think its because im too lazy to do my assignments and far too lazy to actually listen in class. I dont know what im thinking about when im there....but its sure not what my teacher wants my to be foucused on in class im sure.

There is a Fall Out Boy/ Motion City Soundtrack/ Starting line concert on tuesday nite..... Ben rasied a good point, and im afriad that it just wont be worth my precious 26 clams. im thinking about that Something Corp concert i went to last semester where these stupid girls in skirts refused to let their somewhat older (i used that term loosely) fans get into the music. People like that make me mad. FOB's Scene has changed since high school, and as snoody as it sounds.....I dont want to be apart of it....at least here. suger were going down is on the radio all the flipping time and its gotten quite annoying to say the least. While the other two bands are good. One is weird and the other is (as troy says) "generic"

Halloween was quite possibly the biggest let down.... but once again, thats my life. Megan and I are going to the football game together this weekend. Im not really in the mood to be the entertainment that she expects me to be for her and her "new" friends.(not talking so much about megan anymore) Im tired. im tired of people using me for "good times" and not supporting me through the tough ones. Sure, it sucks to loose a pal, but one day I'll get over that one....right? I still dont know what happened there.....oh wait thats right.....they picked an illegal substance over a friend. sometimes i think that i must not deserve good pals, because while i find some that come pretty darn close, they do something that hurts me so much that i never forget it.....it may be forgiven....but never forgotten. I understand that you have your own life.....but i still want you to be apart of mine. your friendship got me through some tough times....believe it or not. Can you blame me for what i said? if i did the same to you could you honestly say that you wouldnt be as mad as i was? these lyrics discribe it all:

"im in a car underwater with time to kill. thinking back i forgot to tell you this: i didnt care that you left and abandoned me. what hurts more is i would still die for you. leave it up to me to burden you again, but this ones not your fault...please forgive me. leave it up to me to burden you again, but this ones not your fault...so forget me. dont think back on me at all. just let me go."

hope you read this and i hope you understand

well tonight was most def. a night to be remembered. We all dressed up as "the pink ladies" and went to a party/dance. The dance was weird, but what happend after is something that i will never forget.....or at least not until something else happens. We decided that we are going to cruise State St. As soon as we turn onto State street some guys in this big balck truck pull up....and there is an exchange....... we decided to go to Ihop In Orem and eat with them. these guys turned out to be the nicest guys we have ever met.                          BACK IT UP                      on the way to Ihop some 4runner pulls up next to us and some guy moons us! hahaha. It was random......and funny. the guys in that car end up at Ihop too....right next to us. imagine that?! anyway back to the turck guys, they stayed and ate with us for alittle bit, and went on their merry way. The mooning guys turned out to be very funny...yet very drunk. haha. Oh Utah.

anyway im tired and im sure that i missed a lot of what happend.....but its 3 and im tired.

I hope banessa had a happy 20th birthday yesterday.